Monday, April 20, 2009!
HandWritten on; 7:05 PM
I realised that I haven't been going out to play for a very long time. Like.. having fun, drinking, and not to mention, club. wtf is this man. seriously. and I seriously need to train MORE. Sadly, all this will come only mid or end may. ):
I really miss having fun with the girls, friends, and my long lost friends.
I don't really have time to catch up with everyone. The problem with office hours, is that you only have time at night. And DB is my
need, even
though I have been coxing for the girls instead of rowing with them. haha! This means that my weekends are more or less
occupied, unless I decide not to go for training. haha!
What's more, my qing is in Taiwan now. This makes me feel even more empty, and dull.
Cher's sad life is just all about work, work, work and work. And not fun fun work, fun fun fun colleagues. It's just work, I do my things, I go for lunch, I do my job again, time's up, I go. I don't really interact a lot with my current colleagues now except for Alan, the new support staff over at my site. I just talk to him, talk and talk, and it was really a 'colleague talk'. It wasn't anywhere near the kind of conversation where I'll talk naturally and talk about everything under the sun. It's so different.
And how abt my 2, or rather, 3 other colleagues? Well, I don't really talk to them much, I can't bring myself to trust them enough, to talk to them, since I've already got backstabbed by one, which was rather childish of colleague X, and I've not offended X in any way. haha. But, whatever! Can't really be bothered by such political issues and it won't benefit both of us in any way. X is the one who will get agitated by my bochap-ness. LOL!
All of these, will end really soon. I will be able to get my life back, and perhaps, get a well-paying part time job, catch up with the girls, club with them, drink with them, meet my friends, and my long lost friends. and my QING, is coming back on 1st may! I hope I'll be able to go pick him up or what. Touchdown time : 0240 hours. Go me! haha!
I really miss everything and everyone else!